"Mili Kala"~ 4th porbo

Ami utha giya dorja bondo kore deya ashe Mosharir faka ta bondo kore diya bishanai pit lagaiya vabsi. chinta dush chinta ar nije ka shashon korte korte khokhon ja ghumiya gesi jani na. Por din Friday ajo Dilip sir nai jotha riti uni gramer barita gasen last Thursday school hoye, Ami porsi Mila khala Amar pashe boshe bollo ToufiQ tomar kono golper bou thakla amake dau ami bosha boshe pori tana hole tomar shathe kotha bolla tomar pora hoba na. Ami amader shomai silo English Rapid Readder Book ta unake dilam uni bollo uni amake Bangla BOI dau vai, English ami ato valo buji na (uni Inter pass selen) ja English story pera moja pabo. Uni Amake vai bole felasen seta ami kheyal korlau, Ami vablam uni may be mukh foska bolesa. Vabta vabta ami Amader Bangla “DRUTO POTHON” (BOI ar nam ta niya ami confused vul hola khoma korben) boi ta ber kore unake delam. Uni table konui lagiya amar shamner chair–a bosha biota porsen. Mathar upore fan chaolsa. Ami math korsi uni boi porsen. Fan ar batashe unar mathar chul ura ura amar gaye lagse khokhonokokhono. Kokhono mukha kokhono gaye. Ami nijer ojanta/onicchai holau khokon jeno unake niya vabta suru koresi. Hotat vabsi unar ki akhon dud taber hoya ase goto rater moto. Jodio amra khub kase kase asi but Ami voyeba lojjar unar boker deka takacchi na. Just mone mone ata vabta vabta khokhon je Amar chokh unar buka chola gase jani na but chok jetai dekhlam unar bukta besh dekha jacche. Table shathe dasha kheya thakar karon buker vorat dudu gula jeno bero hoya ashsa. Ami kamon jeno feel korsi, Amake mafkorben sei feelings ta Apnader ami likha bojata persi na but jitil akta feelings, Amar nak mukha groom hoye jacche. Amar matha ghurse jano Ami kisu bujtesi na. Ami na pera utha bath roome giyahat much duya ashlam, ashe dekhi Mila khala aki vabe konui –a vor deya buk ta table desha deya Amar boi theka kono akta golpo porsen. Ami aktu mone holo buk ta ager theka kisuta beshy ber hoiya ase. Hote pare je kono karon. hoito ba akhon beshi chap khaisa table ar shathe. Jai hok amar shamne Math ar boi ta melano hate pen niya narsi kintu math hocche na. amar chok ta uki juki ta bar bari unar buka cholajacche jeta shoto checsta korau mon ka shason kore mana ta persi na. Ami hotat kheyal korlam unio uki deya amake kheyal korsen. Nijer mon ka voi dekha lam. Sono mon choka choki hoya gela boro lojjar hobay. So, ja dekhaso onek ar risk nio na. Ar takassi na besh onekkhon, Hatat kore uni bollenonek rat hoisa cholo. Ajj tumi must amar shathe khabe. Ar por ghumaiya jau. Ami na razi dekha unar noron hate amake ak prokar hisra tena niya gelem ranna gore pati peta kheta boshalen. Ami chok much buje lojjar ka guli mera taratari kisu vat gila kheya hat duye utha porlam. Unar khauya akhono shash hoini. Ami ranna ghor theka ber hocchi mattro uni amake dak delan, ToufiQ tumi giya suya poro Ami ashe Moshari taggaiya debo. Ami porar gorta tala lagaiya drowing Roome tate ashe Bishai utha vabsi. Onek vabnar jal amar mathai vor korse. Uni ki bujte paersa ja ami unar dudu dekhsilam, nakiuni amake iccha kore dekhai sen. Ami bath roome theka ashe DUDU tamone holo aktu beshi ber hoye ase ata ki asholai uni amake dekhanor jonno beshi kore rekhasilo, naki beshi dekha jacchilo seta amar moner vul onek kisu vabsi, onek shomoi par hoye jacche Mila khala ar ashen na Ami vabta vabta khokon ghumiya gesi jani na. Hotat ghum vangga gelo amar. Amar mone holo amar pasha kau suye ase, Amar tausar ar upor deya amar don ta narsa. Ami aktu nora utlam hat tachole gelo amar don theka.Amar nijer shorir ta voye var var lagse. Hotat abar mone holo Amar tauser ar upor karo hat. Besh vari hat. amar kase mone holo hat ta 40 KG thekau beshy vari. Amar shorir ashar lagse, mone voi ar chinta. Vabsi vabsi ar milata chesta korsi ka amar pasha suye. Amar tausare hat desa seta ki Mila khala naki Upor Tolar Bari walar Meya Dipali. Na Dipali to halka palta ar Dipali akne ashar kono way nai. Tobai ki Mila khala? Amar mone beshi jukti darasse Mila khalai hobe but bishash hocce kom. Chup kore poreasi aktuo nora chora korsi na. Ghum vangga gase tobu amon akta vab niya ase jeno Ami ghumiya. Hotat hat ta ashte ashte notra chora suru korlo. Ghore missh kalo ondorak,she din baire mushol dare brishtii hocche. Tik Amar pashe ka suye ase seta buja to durer kotha onuman kortau parsi na. Hat ta Amar tausar ar vir duka gelo. Ar agai Amar don ta daraiya ojana hat take thela deya uchu kore felata chassta korsilo. Kharaiya tash tash korsa don ta. Hat ta vitore duka Amar don ta soft vabe ashta ashta nara chara korsa amar don ta dore. Ami akhon ar voi pacchi na. Moja pacchi khub. Mone kono voi ar nai, sharirik shihorone voika dura shoraiya amake shahoshi kore tulasa. Amardon nara chara korar bapar ta akhon Amar valo lagse khub, karon voita kate gase atokkhone, shorir norta chacche, sha ar nijake bishanai obosh thakhta akhon chasse na. bisanai ghumer van kore chup thaka ta besh kotin hoiya daraisa akhon.